[Poem] Never

I couldn’t believe when it happened
Never thought I would get you
Never imagined how you would be

I never thought I’d have to miss you

I couldn’t believe an end might come
Never thought you’d do so much for me
Never imagined any other way

I never saw how blind I was

I couldn’t believe it wasn’t right
Never thought I’d give up
Never imagined anything else

I never forget your expression

I couldn’t believe the ways I hurt
Never thought I’d be afraid of you
Never imagined I was so weak

I never used my head

I couldn’t believe you were so cold
Never thought I could feel so much
Never imagined how small I could be

I never managed to get through to you

I couldn’t believe I could be strong
Never thought I’d stop missing you
Never imagined things could get worse

I never stopped to think

I couldn’t believe how stupid I’d been
Never thought I’d forget so soon
Never imagined I’d let you back in

I never dreamt you’d make me hate you